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Man I Am
04:06
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Been searching for a bright light,
The night stars, no they don't suffice.
and if I might,
Spill my guts, Like the truth, I'm a fake
But you're torn.
Am I fraud? Maybe so,
But I'm real.
Just a lie, little lie, how's it feel,
To know where you stand.
Am I wrong to not like the man I am?
Fighting for your lifeless breath,
No need to figure out what's next.
You're far too gone.
If I'm right, and you're right, then we're wrong.
Make a deal, pay the price
in the hands of another.
Hope you feel safe with him.
Am I wrong, to not like the man I am?
I realize I keep doing it wrong.
I've never really been that strong.
I'm always going to expect the same.
Meeting disappointment at the end of the day.
Well, I can't live the life that I dreamed.
Should not let myself think,
that I can have everything my way.
and I'll be harsh and as cruel as I can.
Can't calm the shake in my hands.
I don't deserve the ground on which you stand.
I'm not wrong.
To not like the man I am.
No I'm not wrong.
To not like the man I am.
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2. |
Owned
02:44
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I've been
feeling displaced.
Succumbed to
this vainglorious stage.
Been drained of all
morality.
There must be hope
somewhere in me.
mmmmmmm
Black lung.
This air's full of sin.
Can't lave.
What's inked in your skin.
Staggering,
Each blow that you take.
I pray the lord
My soul to take.
mmmmmmm
Stop me from breathing.
Cause I'm making sickness
Feel like the norm.
Already exposed.
Change how I'm feeling.
Cause I'll never change,
if I'm to do it alone.
This world's got me owned.
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3. |
Poisoning Kisses
04:02
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I heard you started a fire.
Just to burn me away.
I heard you call me a liar.
Truth, you always seemed to blame.
Poisoning Kisses,
kept your memories in my veins.
and I thought all the wishes.
Would bring on something great.
It hurts the most,
To know that we were nothing.
Had it all in reach,
Weren't even close to touching.
I'm finding you in things around me.
Now, I don't feel a thing at all.
I didn't have to make a statement.
You just faded from my heart.
Poisoning kisses,
Destroyed everything you were.
You'd think I would've noticed,
The moment our beating heart had stopped.
It hurts the most,
To know that we were nothing.
To know that I feel nothing for you.
Had it all in reach,
Weren't even close to touching.
Not even close to touching.
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4. |
Demons
03:24
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My demons still have,
A hold on my tongue.
The song they sing,
When the preacher is done.
Vows sorrow-less cheer,
and joy neverending.
And now it's clear they've won.
Couldn't I take it back.
Couldn't I change.
Who are you to cast me out.
Who am I
Who am I
Who am I
Ain't I worth saving?
Who am I
The rapture has come.
All is forgotten.
The ones I love,
Don't seem to be here.
They've vanished, Dispersed.
My hands have been cursed.
And all that I touch disappears.
Couldn't I take it back.
Couldn't I change.
Who are you to cast me out.
Who am I
Who am I
Who am I
Ain't I worth saving?
Who am I
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5. |
Thread
04:32
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I wish I could undo,
This past that I've paved.
Remove the things,
That pile themselves up
and stand in your way.
I see you and I know
where your coming form.
I'm adaptively made up of things,
this world is not capable of.
You're not alone.
I've been there too.
Gravity's strong.
I'm grounded with you.
When you want to,
Make yourself disappear.
Let's pack up, you know what,
Let's go on, and get out of here.
You don't like distance,
And I don't want space.
It makes perfect sense,
When our books are turned,
to the same page.
You're not alone.
I've been there too.
Gravity's strong.
I'm grounded with you.
Gather the slack in that thread.
Stitch me up.
No more pulling,
There's no need to test,
The strength of our love.
When your over whelmed,
Don't turn away.
I know everyone else has left,
I won't leave, I'm gonna stay.
You're not alone.
I've been there too.
Gravity's strong.
I'm grounded with you.
You're not alone.
I've been there too.
Gravity's strong.
I'm grounded with you.
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Of Jones Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
My name is Brandon. I'm continually writing and recording my music and putting it out for people to have the option to listen. I'm learning the mixing and mastering process as I go and hope you enjoy the journey as much as I do.
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